Really don't mind if you sit this one out

I have broken the cardinal rule of the Too Much Fun Club. I am not having any fun. I know that this is an expected occurrence in a tumultuous life, however I don't really enjoy it when it happens. The fact of the matter is I love my Wife and I love my life, unfortunately right now I am so focused on surviving that the living part of life is not happening. It's true I drink more than I should, and I laugh every single day, but I work. I work a lot. Yes, you are saying, everyone works. But here is the problem. I am working an opposite schedule from my beautiful wife whom I adore and love with all of my heart. And I don't have anytime to enjoy that which I am working for. I understand the principle of working for another day and I am very fine with this, however, It is not fun. AND I have not had the kind of adventures that you people are expecting me to have. The adventures that would fit nicely under a heading in the Too Much Fun Posts. I'm just Bitching. and I'm Sorry. 'Nuff Said.